I have good days and bad days and lately I have had better days, even with everything that we have learnt the last couple of weeks.
That was until yesterday...
Went to the dermatologist with my DH to have a mole checked out and it seems like he might have skin cancer
Cancer.....?
The word rattled round my brain for a while and then slammed straight into my heart and now the tears just won’t stop flowing.
I can handle a lot of things or I have learned to cope with everything that life has thrown at me this far, but this is where it ends.
I can’t lose him as well.
The Dr did say it was nothing to worry about and that it is probable localised and would be gone as soon as it was removed, but still it’s that word ....cancer..
And just the thought that I might be without him...
So please pray for me, as I have been left so jaded and hopeless by infertility that I really can’t seem to get through to God anymore.
Dear God
Please heal him, please let it not be cancer, please help us
PLEASE ....
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