and so another BFN

Well as I expected it was another BFN.

I cried a couple of times but I guess it was as if I knew it wouldn't be....

So my plan of action is to try and change my attitude, I have to start being positive and I have to have hope and I guess a little faith,
even if my relationship with God is on really shaky ground at the moment.
I do believe in Him and I always will, I just don't understand, He can do anything, so why no help???

Anyway don't want to go down that road at the moment ...

We had a visit with Vitalab and saw Dr Gobetz, really awesome guy and I felt really comfortable with him.
He seems to think that my one ovary is already post menopausal...lol (bloody fantastic seeing as I am only 31 and and the other one is close behind....
He said that we could keep doing IVF and that we would probable keep getting eggs, but that if we ever wanted a real baby we needed to move on.

so that's that in a nutshell