A little ray of light

So as it stands I am already really bad at blogging, I think about doing it the whole time, but I never do ...lol. Great start!

So just a little update on what is happening with us, a month ago I was really  down and it just seemed like all the infertility stuff was just too much for me to handle

So I did what I do best , I try to make a plan , I am always making and braking plans but I will find an alternative route if it exists, I think I have to do this for my own sanity!

So I decided than rather wait for another failed IVF before I look at more options I was going to get the ball rolling

At just about the same time I just happen to see a donor on the Nurture website that I totally loved, I showed her to my hubby and everything just seemed to fall into place.

I just happen to write something down and I am so glad that I did, because with all the craziness of my upcoming IVF with my own eggs and all my fears making their come back , its so special to know that there is a little ray of light on the horizon

As all infertile woman know nothing is a sure bet, but this does give me just a little more hope

So here is my message from that wonderful day:

20 February 2011

Today has been a good day!

From feeling a little overwhelmed last night not knowing what is happening in my life to waking up this morning and just feeling a little bit better.

And then the news, our donor is happy to donate to us! She likes us!

Words can’t describe the feeling I was shaking, crying and laughing all at the same time... and just so very thankful!!!

My hubby came home a little while later and as I told him we did our little happy dance and high fived each other, hugged and kissed and just felt happy because it gives us just a little more hope.   Hopefully we will have a baby soon.