Ok so I heard some ....interesting news today!
And I try not to have these feelings as I am so blessed with my hubby and my boys on the way, but somehow the green monster always sneaks up on me.
So my SIL found out she is pregnant....25 weeks pregnant!!!?!?????!!!!?????!
How do you not know you are pregnant at 25 weeks?
She is a little chubby but not that much, she has PCOS so that explains the missing AF, but 25weeks?????
Anyway kinda feels like they stole my thunder, childish I know but I'll get over it in a couple of days ...
What am jealous of is the fact that she is 25 weeks , her baby is viable and they had no stress getting there.
I'm 22 weeks hoping and praying every day for 26w,30w,36w to deliver my babies safely ...
I guess its the whole IF thing, making me so fearful of everything that could go wrong, I've been through a bit to get here and I just want everything to work out, for my babies that we tried so hard for to be born healthy at as close to full term as we can get ...
And she gets it all without even noticing it.....lol
O well that's how it goes I guess...
I can understand why you would feel that way. But also just think of all the wonderful things you've been able to experience with your little boys because you knew early. The tiny little ultrasounds and their growth and interaction. I'm sorry you've had some scares but you are doing great and you are going to have an awesome mommy experience.
ReplyDeleteThanks you are so right, I wouldn't want it any other way! And each new day I love my boys more and more.
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