What a surreal day

I have a lot of catching up to do so here goes.

I decided to test at 8dp5dt, some say to early but I was really hoping that it worked, so woke up on Wednesday morning (22 June, thought it was a good day to test, it was my Granny’s birthday ).

I felt sick waking up not wanting to test, but at the same time wanting to test more than anything.

So I peed in a cup, gross I know but there was a method to my madness.

Took the first POAS (clicks brand) dipped and waited, DH came in and I just shook my head,  it didn’t work, my heart dropped for a moment but somewhere inside me I was going, “ but it had too I can feel it”

So together we dipped the next stick ( IVF brand) waited 2 secs and a very faint line appeared.

At about the same time the clics brand started showing a line..

We were hugging each other, laughing and crying and just loving each other

But test wasn’t over we had 2 more sticks to go, so we proceeded to dip them and as we did, magically 2 lines appeared instantly ...

Happiness knew no bounds, time to get the beta done.

Beta came back  477!!!!

Holy smokes for testing 4 days early we had a huge beta

Happiest day of our lives, we made it we got a BFP

So thankful to our donor for being such an angel and giving us such a huge gift.

But even more than that, Thank you Jesus for your grace and your mercy and this wonderful gift.